I Wish...

I wish this year i could celebrate hari raya with my mom and my family...I wish this coming hari raya, i could see him before and say 'HI' to him...I wish during RAMADHAN this year, I could be a better person than last year...and the most important tink, I wish he would ask me to be his lovers again...BUT...all of this would never happens as it is only a WISH...what else i can say if i know that everythings i want will never come true...I'm tired, really tired...so damn tired...If I give up, I will lose everythings...but I'm really tired...I wish i have some energy to fullfill my wish...I wish...I really wish...