Sometimes i wonder why we meet again after such a long times we have been separated...is it because we were meant to be together or maybe just as a friends and not more than that...but things cant be change right...and you know that I love you so much...even sometimes i feel tired but i didnt give up anyway, and i hate that. I really wish i COULD FORGET EVERYTHINGS ABOUT YOU JUST LIKE YOU DONT EXIST IN MY LIFE NOT EVEN IN MY HEART OR MY MIND. You know something, I have met someone and I think he could replace your place but I was wrong, not because he doesn't want me, but how do you expect when he knew that I still in love with you, yes you! I have hurt him by hurting myself. Are you happy with that???? Of course you probably said that it wasn't your fault, but the thruth is you were never let me go...you are still there, but never show up...I feel so lonely, but try to makes everyones happy...I'm crying but always wanna makes people laughing...because i cannot tell them, I love you...even they knew bout it, I still have to denied it...because you are my......and we cannot be together because we just cant...
They said I have to opened my heart for someone else, I want it...I really do but I cant find the key...did the key missing or just because there is no door so why should i need the key?? but I know and I believe that one day I will meet someone who is better than you and loved me more than I do...and he will be my husband, my heart and my soul...I believe in HIM...InsyaAllah...
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