"You Always Know What To Say"

Alhamdulillah..I am still here..Its been a while since my last story. I dont know where to start or how to begin this time.. But I know that it would be some kind of answer to someone special from Allah to me.. From the first time I met you, I really cant take my eyes on you..I dont know why it happened because the moment I saw you, the first thing came across my mind is that really you or it was just a dream??? Yet it is true. I feel so grateful everyday till today. As we go on, we discussing about so many topics, share our stories, laughing and crying.... You were listening to me eventhough It just a snack..You understand me in my confused..You speak with me in your silence..You see me in you blinded eyes...You are so different and that is what I am looking for all this while... My dear, the moon are so beautiful but actually the sun gave his light to him..Day are too hot because of the heat..Birds are singging around...Cats and dogs chasing and playing.. Winter summer autumn and spring keeps on changing yearly..Same goes to me..I had my routine life style before..I never thought that I would meet someone and allowed him to be in my heart..my dream..my mind..and of course in my life... But, do I also in his heart, I dont know..Does he love me..Only Allah know..Is he want to be with me, Only he knows..all I know, I just want to be his 'makmum' and he is my 'imam'...The road would never be a straight one..I should know that Allah wont let me pass the way without testing my iman, my patient and my love...So he set up for me with a great task and I admit I almost fall..I am not strong enough ...I keep telling myself..its ok..I will be fine..Its just part of my life..No need to worry..Yet its not an easy to handle...If there is no tomorrow for me, Would you like to spend your time today with me? "I dont wanna leave my wife alone once I am not in this world anymore"...So please do let me be by your side till death do us apart...I promise I wont cry and I promise I will keep my life goes on because I know you always alive in my heart...Yeahhhhh you should the thruth..sometimes I might be crying..even now..Because I have been waiting for you so long ago..and when I know the fact..its really breaking my heart into a pieces..All in all, I wont give up on us..and together with this..I just wanna to say THANK YOU for being in my heart..teaching me..understanding me..keep your patient upon me..I know a lot of ups and downs after this..but nevermind..I wont let you face it alone..I might not be the one who solves all your problems..but I promise you dont have to face it alone.. P/s: Kumbang yang dinanti telah menghidupkan kembali taman bunga yang sudah lama mati..Terima Kasih...